Hello Steve!   
      
      
      
    SK> I wanna kill myself.   
    SK> And I'm serious. I DREAM of it!   
    SK> It's because I'm in extreme pain.   
    SK> (degenerative disk disease- neck and lower back)   
   [snip]   
      
   Steve, I'm not professionally qualified to answer your questions, however one   
   or more of the Clergy that do read this message I'm sure would be willing to   
   work with you. Normally,Netmail would be the best place for this, but since   
   you're posting to the Echo via Ross Cassell's Fido to Newsreader service it   
   may be more difficult if you cannot access the Netmail area...  Perhaps via   
   e-mail?    
      
      
   Please do reply via NetMail if you can or e-mail if you're not able to access   
   FidoNet NetMail.  You might consider actually logging on to my system via   
   Telnet (telnet://bbs.sursum-corda.com) to use the Net area. It, unlike this   
   Echo, is private.  Another place is the Reunion BBS (reu.org) reachable by   
   either your web browser or via Telnet where you can also find help. It's run   
   by Fr. Lee who's ALWAYS willing to counsel you in realistic, logical terms.   
      
   Don't make any snap decision without professional guidance.  There ARE ways   
   around this that don't involve loosing your life and soul.  Please.   
      
   Best regards,   
   Marc   
   Telnet://bbs.sursum-corda.com   
      
   --- timEd 1.10.y2k+   
    * Origin: Sursum Corda! BBS SysOp Point (1:396/45.1)