XPost: talk.rape 
 From: bugoff@nowhere.com 
  
 "Ferencz Bathory"  wrote in message 
 news:a2b3aea7.0410060201.23f367f3@posting.google.com... 
 > "AI"  wrote in message 
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 > > "Ann"  wrote in message 
 > > news:9pd6m0tdohppduhg7mocl3eihb6o851tt9@4ax.com... 
 > > > On Tue, 05 Oct 2004 13:42:43 GMT, "AI"  wrote: 
 > > > 
 > > > > 
 > > > >"S2X"  wrote in message 
 > > > >news:415269EC.D9021EC2@hotmail.com... 
 > > > >> Don't kill the bitches, keep them as sex slaves or let them live a 
 life 
 > > > >> in constant need to recreate that intense orgasm they had while 
 being 
 > > > >> used like fuck meat. 
 > > > > 
 > > > >  i am not from around here but i thought i would look into this 
 group. i 
 > > > >thought stupidly that such a place would be for rape victims not 
 against 
 > > > >them. much less planning for it. stupid me. 
 > > > >   just so you know bastard you will burn in hell. i wish you a 
 horrible 
 > > > >demise and a eternity in hell. you deverse it , bastard is not a 
 strong 
 > > > >enough word for you. wish i could think of one but i cant. just die 
 > >  already. 
 > > > >   anita 
 > > > > 
 > > > 
 > > > Welcome.  Don't worry about the trolls, we don't.  This is a good 
 > > > group if you ignore the invaders. 
 > > > 
 > > > Ann 
 > >    hi Ann. 
 > > my ex-husband used to rape me. not date rape i know or stranger rape but 
 to 
 > > me it was horrible. he knew just how to hurt me. we were together for 
 nine 
 > > years. i was in hell for nine years. i couldnt leave him any sooner 
 because 
 > > he said he would kill my family if i did. he brutally raped me a few 
 times, 
 > > i screamed and begged and sobbed for him to stop but he didnt , when he 
 was 
 > > done he just laughed and said 'stop your whining you enjoyed it and you 
 know 
 > > it' and then he slapped me on the butt. it has been two and a half years 
 > > since the divorce but i am still distrustful of people. 
 > >    i have now meet a guy a like, online, but part of me is still scared. 
 i 
 > > love this man he sounds like the nicest and sweetest man i have ever 
 heard 
 > > of. i have been talking to him for 4 to 5 months now. he is very 
 > > understanding of what happened to me and says he hates what happened to 
 me. 
 > > he says he loves me but part of me, a small part is still scared and i 
 do 
 > > not know how to tell him this. i afraid it would hurt his feelings. he 
 is 
 > > rather sensitive. i do not want to hurt him but i still feel the need to 
 > > tell him that i am still after all this time of talking to him that a 
 part 
 > > of me still gets nervous. 
 > >   do you or anyone have any advise for me? the pain inside and the fear 
 of 
 > > being hurt again just wont go away. 
 > >   later anita 
 > 
 > hehehe, never trust online men, or you would have a double meal. 
 > 
 > 
 >                              88FerenczBB 
   well i do trust him, i love him. 99% of me does anyhow. the other 1% is 
 still scared of him. i have talked to him for months. he has given me no 
 reason to think he is a axe murder or something. he has never been anything 
 except for sweet and kind. 
    anita 
  
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