XPost: talk.rape 
 From: bugoff@nowhere.com 
  
 "Ann"  wrote in message 
 news:9pd6m0tdohppduhg7mocl3eihb6o851tt9@4ax.com... 
 > On Tue, 05 Oct 2004 13:42:43 GMT, "AI"  wrote: 
 > 
 > > 
 > >"S2X"  wrote in message 
 > >news:415269EC.D9021EC2@hotmail.com... 
 > >> Don't kill the bitches, keep them as sex slaves or let them live a life 
 > >> in constant need to recreate that intense orgasm they had while being 
 > >> used like fuck meat. 
 > > 
 > >  i am not from around here but i thought i would look into this group. i 
 > >thought stupidly that such a place would be for rape victims not against 
 > >them. much less planning for it. stupid me. 
 > >   just so you know bastard you will burn in hell. i wish you a horrible 
 > >demise and a eternity in hell. you deverse it , bastard is not a strong 
 > >enough word for you. wish i could think of one but i cant. just die 
 already. 
 > >   anita 
 > > 
 > 
 > Welcome.  Don't worry about the trolls, we don't.  This is a good 
 > group if you ignore the invaders. 
 > 
 > Ann 
    hi Ann. 
 my ex-husband used to rape me. not date rape i know or stranger rape but to 
 me it was horrible. he knew just how to hurt me. we were together for nine 
 years. i was in hell for nine years. i couldnt leave him any sooner because 
 he said he would kill my family if i did. he brutally raped me a few times, 
 i screamed and begged and sobbed for him to stop but he didnt , when he was 
 done he just laughed and said 'stop your whining you enjoyed it and you know 
 it' and then he slapped me on the butt. it has been two and a half years 
 since the divorce but i am still distrustful of people. 
    i have now meet a guy a like, online, but part of me is still scared. i 
 love this man he sounds like the nicest and sweetest man i have ever heard 
 of. i have been talking to him for 4 to 5 months now. he is very 
 understanding of what happened to me and says he hates what happened to me. 
 he says he loves me but part of me, a small part is still scared and i do 
 not know how to tell him this. i afraid it would hurt his feelings. he is 
 rather sensitive. i do not want to hurt him but i still feel the need to 
 tell him that i am still after all this time of talking to him that a part 
 of me still gets nervous. 
   do you or anyone have any advise for me? the pain inside and the fear of 
 being hurt again just wont go away. 
   later anita 
  
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